Sobriety has been a blessing. Nothing beats the feeling of waking up early on a Saturday and not being sick and with regrets from the night before. Hoping I left enough to drink/use in the morning so I can numb those feelings and continue on with my misery. I still have a long way to go but today I am willing to put in the work. This disease left me physically, emotionally, and spiritually shattered. Today, with help from god, I will do something to strengthen all 3 of those areas. Have a great Saturday!!!
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"Blessings" denote something you are given without really deserving.
You're putting in hard work. So think of it more like a "paycheck".
Thank you for inspiring others through your hard work.
Thank you. I do feel blessed that I was given a moment of clarity in the mist of my sickness in the hospital to surrender.