Sobriety is a beautiful thing. It’s my new normal. I am one to always say how one day is never like another and life is different everyday and embrace the change. Some days are good and some days are bad but neither is permanent. With that said, I am having the shittiest, feeling sorry for myself day ever. I have these days and they seem to be more frequent. Suddenly, the loneliness is killing me. I so miss my life and wish I could have that life the same without alcohol. I don’t hear from anyone. Without the alcohol, people forget to ask me to places or to do stuff and I just hate being forgotten. It hurts like a MOFO. Then I have my narc ex texting me how my life should be and giving me advice that I never asked for only to make me feel shittier. Hey sucks. Anyway….just venting. Thanks my peeps. Much love.
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