I started using when i was 19, just partying and being dumb and that lasted til i was 26.. got sober for almost 2 years.. i feel like ive been using daily since.. even tho ive DEFINITELY gone without and im now 34… not making excuses but i used so i can… keep on providing for my family. Family and friends have noticed a change in me… it kills me but doesnt feel like anyone understands my “outbursts” or “confrontational” moments… truth is im just fed up with the bullshit, tired of being a “pushover” or “wet blanket”… and tbh idk where im even going with this… i just needed to.. idk, get it off my chest/mind hoping someone understands me…
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