Someday I feel so tired, it's like I need a picker upper but I know I won't. Since I am almost 18 months clean it be stupid to go back. I just hate it when my body is telling me I need to sleep and I am stubborn and I try very hard to stay awake
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What are you doing to maintain your sobriety? My disease is inside of my mind, and it is against me and wants me dead but will accept me being drunk or high! In my sobriety, I have learned that I'm either working my way towards a drink/drug, or away from them. I cannot remain stagnant, or "rest on my laurels". If I do that, I'll go right back to that life of pain and anguish, self-hatred, etc. I can lay my head on my pillow every night and fall asleep within minutes, because I know that I've done everything that I can to help others to achieve sobriety, and in turn do God's will for me.
I try to focus on helping others maintaining healthy boundaries and not hanging with people who use you could go to NA or AA they are sometimes good or go get a choices for change counseling that’s free ang they are non judgmental many of them come from similar backgrounds and read daily reflections I hope this helps oh and get good keep is important