Sometimes I really resent this disease. I'm tired of funerals and now more surprised when someone stays sober. To recreate a sober life for me I have to continually work the program as I am an addict whose brain tells me lies - that I'm really ok, that I can just use once cuz that always happens. Then I look for a solution or non excuses to cover my bullshit: That's where a sponsor can really as . his experience of being not sober and then time being sober
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