Somtimes i want give up on life i want disappear

Somtimes i want give up on life i want disappear. Forever i wish would not wake up sometimes i wish wqs dead sometimes i dont lived this life anymore i cant do this anymore

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Sending you some good vibes. I am sorry you’re experiencing the hardship life can give us sometimes.
I know this feeling. For me when I think of how much life can change in just a year or even a few months, it gives me a little bit of hope. So I hope things get better for you

Dealing with lot shirt right now

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Keep looking up - give yourself grace - your circumstances will change - death is permanent

Yes

This too shall pass

Yes it will

Tom, sometimes my mental health is good and sometimes some days. My mental health is really bad.

I feel the same way. It’s hard to make it through five minutes at a time. I’m praying without ceasing, because I’m in a broken place. I really feel for you. We both have to fight

Because don’t understand when in a out in pain

Svetlana, you aren't alone in dealing with this sort of thing. I've been in pain every moment of every day for 20+ years. Fentanyl is the only thing that seems to help. It's also a good way to not wake up. I fight those thoughts weekly and sometimes all day for days on end.

It sucks. It seems :unfair." Yet I was reminded that there are many blessings in our suffering. For me, the greatest thing that keeps me from going there are my kids. I don't want to be responsible for setting the example that it is OK to give up. I just can't do that.

I am very sorry for all that you are going through. If ever you need an ear, I am here for you. Just sent you a DM with my contact info.

I don't have many here that can relate when it comes to constant and severe pain triggering addiction. For that reason and a thousand more, I would be extremely hurt if something were to happen to you.

Thank you

I’m praying for you

I’m really sorry you’re feeling like this.
When we start to change, especially in sobriety, so much comes up that we don’t understand, emotions we can’t name or explain. But that’s okay. Healing takes time.

The more you explore recovery, whether through a 12-step program, therapy, reading, podcasts or just building your support network here, you’ll start to make sense of it.

There are so many people here on Loosid who genuinely care. Start by adding a few friends and reaching out when things feel heavy. Another alternative when you need to talk, call or text 988. They’re there 24/7. I’m going to send you a private message. Stay strong and hang in there.

Thank you for your support

Yep

I wish there was a free hugs booth in your city or a place people could walk in to receive hugs, affection and affirmation...

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Please don’t give up on life I promise you it gets better once your sober please pray to god like I will for you each day let him take your will and relax and be patient guidance come all you need is one day at a time

Please call someone I’ve bee where you are I went to the hhospital they helped me so much please call someone

Thank you

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