Somtimes i want give up on life i want disappear

Somtimes i want give up on life i want disappear. Forever i wish would not wake up sometimes i wish wqs dead sometimes i dont lived this life anymore i cant do this anymore

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Sending you some good vibes. I am sorry youā€™re experiencing the hardship life can give us sometimes.
I know this feeling. For me when I think of how much life can change in just a year or even a few months, it gives me a little bit of hope. So I hope things get better for you

Dealing with lot shirt right now

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Keep looking up - give yourself grace - your circumstances will change - death is permanent

Yes

This too shall pass

Yes it will

You have so much life to live even when you think you donā€™t.. donā€™t give up I have been there before.

Tom, sometimes my mental health is good and sometimes some days. My mental health is really bad.

I feel the same way. Itā€™s hard to make it through five minutes at a time. Iā€™m praying without ceasing, because Iā€™m in a broken place. I really feel for you. We both have to fight

I feel ya on that one bro

Because donā€™t understand when in a out in pain

Iā€™m not sure I understand but if youā€™re talking about pain I hope it gets better for you. This world is full of pain Iā€™m trying to see the other side too.

Svetlana, you aren't alone in dealing with this sort of thing. I've been in pain every moment of every day for 20+ years. Fentanyl is the only thing that seems to help. It's also a good way to not wake up. I fight those thoughts weekly and sometimes all day for days on end.

It sucks. It seems :unfair." Yet I was reminded that there are many blessings in our suffering. For me, the greatest thing that keeps me from going there are my kids. I don't want to be responsible for setting the example that it is OK to give up. I just can't do that.

I am very sorry for all that you are going through. If ever you need an ear, I am here for you. Just sent you a DM with my contact info.

I don't have many here that can relate when it comes to constant and severe pain triggering addiction. For that reason and a thousand more, I would be extremely hurt if something were to happen to you.

Thank you

Iā€™m praying for you

Iā€™m really sorry youā€™re feeling like this.
When we start to change, especially in sobriety, so much comes up that we donā€™t understand, emotions we canā€™t name or explain. But thatā€™s okay. Healing takes time.

The more you explore recovery, whether through a 12-step program, therapy, reading, podcasts or just building your support network here, youā€™ll start to make sense of it.

There are so many people here on Loosid who genuinely care. Start by adding a few friends and reaching out when things feel heavy. Another alternative when you need to talk, call or text 988. Theyā€™re there 24/7. Iā€™m going to send you a private message. Stay strong and hang in there.

Thank you for your support

I donā€™t know you but I can tell you what I have started doing recently with mine.. I think of a few things in life that are going good and try to focus on that.

Yep