I am blessed and honored to have a client I see once a year that is a military chaplain. While at her home yesterday I had the chance to explain what I've been feeling and struggling with lately. Right away she seemed to understand and said " honey, you are under spiritual attack " This wasn't exactly a surprise to hear but how and why I am under such immense attack was pretty eye opening. I realize The Lord states " For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. " But as I explained to her, I am so tired. Even in a group of people I still feel alone. My mind and thoughts are always racing, decent sleep is a distant memory, anxiety creeps up out of nowhere, AND I AM SOOOO TIRED 🥹 She gave me a much needed hug and said " yes, exactly, spiritual attacks. " I am well aware that no matter how hard I try I will always fall short. I really do try. I am sober but yet I feel so far away from peace of mind and rest. 🥹
Look up a Book called your SPIRITUAL AUTHORITY. BY CHARLES CAPPS AND A BOOK CALLED PRAYERS THAT ROUTE DEMONS BY JOHN ECKHART
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