Start of day 6! I’ve been here before. It feels great! The longest I gone AF in the past two years (four years maybe) is 18 days. That’s frightening. I want to know what it feels like to be dry for a long time - what changes will I notice? Will my effexor work properly finally since I’ve drank all the years I’ve been on it? Will this little pudgy tummy disappear? Will my memory improve? What will it be like to not have my brain cluttered with obsessive thoughts of drinking? I’m going to keep these questions front and center when cravings come. I am no longer a person who drinks.
