Started back on ny depression/anxiety meds again i notice a

Started back on ny depression/anxiety meds again i notice a difference im more normal but dude my kids screaming mommy 24/7 is sending me right back into a rabbit hole. I love my babies 3/4/12 but God im struggling super hard. Ive tried screaming and crying but im tired of just screaming and crying. And doesnt do anything. Can i just please run away!

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