Starting my sober counter over because of this weekend. I

Recovery
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Starting my sober counter over because of this weekend. I feel shame that I almost had a month sober and I allowed life influences to impact that. The excuse of it’s a holiday did not help. The holiday weekends aren’t over, but I am. I’m tired of letting myself down like this. I like myself better when I am not influenced by alcohol. I remember what happens, I don’t lose my things, i feel less anxiety both during an event and the next day. It sounds like I have a control problem and so what if I do a little bit? At least I’m in control of myself. I was just so proud of my 26 days..I wish I could say I’m proud of 28 now, but all I can do is start again.

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#2

It’s all good keep going back

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#3

Glad you’re back​:two_hearts::two_hearts::two_hearts:

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#4

You are talking about it helps to get though it try not to beat yourself up over it

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#5

Thanks for the support :slight_smile:

#6

Thanks for the encouragement :love_you_gesture:

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#7

I appreciate you saying this, I was unsure of whether to post or not. It does feel good to be open about it. Thank you :yellow_heart:

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