Starting over… again. I’m taking it more seriously this time around. When I’ve set my mind to things in the past I always get it done. I have to with this.
Hi Kaley, someone with 10 yrs sober told me to stop trying and set your mind to doing. You really have to want it. I think I hear that in you. Have you looked at what was going on and what you are doing to fix it. It is not a easy road but it is doable and worth every effort. I know you can and will do this. Reach out anytime.
I do want it and have for a long time.
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I started over so many times it’s laughable..were it not for how miserable i was. This time tho, I just knew it was different. Keep coming back…and back…and back again. Just keep trying. Each time you learn. Recovery begins in those moments.
You are so awesome!!! It takes so much courage to honest about where you are at!!! You are not alone many of us have had the experience of starting over and over and over again!! That’s ok because we don’t give up we keep getting up and giving it what we got and one day it just click’s and your perception of recovery change’s. Then we stop coming back instead We just Stay in recovery!!! Thank you for your post because it will help someone else today know they are not alone!!!
You got this! 
You got this. We all want it just like you. You got this
Sometimes it takes a try or two to get it. Stay motivated and do it! You got this!