Starting over again 
im sick of doing this over and over
Be grateful that your able to start over again a lot of people don’t get that far
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Welcome back. Why did you pick up? Did you do anything different? Take suggestions? Have a sponsor? Work the Steps with him? Be of service? Help someone else? Read the Book?
Doing those simple things ND a few more has helped me get and maintain sobriety for a few continuous 24 hours.
I hope you are so sick that you take the suggestion and know you are powerless over alcohol and can't do it on willpower alone.
Look in the mirror and ask the person you see if he is ready to do anything to get and stay sober. Until that answer is Yes, perhaps you have more drinking to do.
I do hope you take action.