Struggling with my inner demons
I can relate. I never know when to stop.
That was my problem. Classic binge drinker hardcore weekend warrior
I need a sponsor, I’m trying to get one
I don’t even drink often but when I do I’m making up for all the days I took off
Over the years, I have heard alcoholics describe themselves in different ways. For some, they couldn't have just one drink. For others, they could stop, they just couldn't stay stopped.
For me, I needed to realize how unmanageable my life had become before I could deal with alcohol. Left to my own devices, I would just pick up again. But when I started to look at the damage I was causing to myself and others, the sheer insanity of my life as a drunk, it drove me to want to fight against the physical addiction to alcohol.
I stayed stopped because I wanted to live a happy life more than I wanted a drink.