Staying within the limits of my emotional recovery #nontoxic #coda while managing life on its own terms is kicking my..... trying not to drink or do other addictive things during this time is... I'm grateful just to be breathing&recovering but recovering, healthy ppl's support is vital, ppl that know how we walk thru these things focusing on the positive, how the spiritual&surrender&peace are doable even when scrapping for your life...and the next right action etc... I'm needing those words at those times and I'm not hearing them in online meetings, from the ppl around me, etc.
In a totally foreign area w/out my own transportation or residence after domestic violence, not looking for anything but support, and I'm a good friend to have, even if I don't have many right now. On my way UP, Higher Powered.
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Hang in there. You're doing what's right. Be patient with those meetings, and try different ones. Keep going. Situations can feel like an etertinity at times, they're like feelings. They do pass. If you want to reach out, please do. You're not alone, we do this together.