Steady on a Sunday 🦋

Sundays used to be made for hangovers and dread.

Curtains drawn.
Head pounding.
Racing thoughts I couldn’t outrun.

Anxiety buzzing under my skin.
Avoiding responsibilities.
Ignoring calls and texts.
Telling myself I’d “deal with it tomorrow.”

I didn’t wake up inspired.
I woke up recovering.
From choices.
From chaos.
From myself.

Now?

Now I wake up steady.

Not perfect.
Not without responsibility.
But clear.

Today I’m getting ready for work.
I’ll step into purpose instead of hiding from it.
I’ll show up with intention instead of regret.

Healing isn’t always quiet mornings and journal pages.
Sometimes it’s lacing up your shoes.
Sometimes it’s doing the next right thing.
Sometimes it’s loving the life you once tried to escape.

Sundays aren’t for dread anymore.

They’re for growth.
For gratitude.
For becoming.

— Ivy Rowan :purple_heart:

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Good morning Maxci! Once again Ivy Rowan has put in words the way I feel. The way it was vs the way it is now. More often than not it’s not quiet peaceful mornings with time for self care. However, there’s always time for pauses throughout the morning rush to check in with myself and redirect my thinking towards love and gratitude. Thanks again for taking the time to post :pray:

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