Still drinking and smoking meth I don’t want to stop but I need to
As an addict/Alcoholic and healthcare provider, you might need to be medically detoxed. Esp with polysubstance abuse. It’s possible for you to get clean and sober. For me, I had to want it more than anything else. Peace to you.
I want it but it keep getting pushed in me and I give in I’m not strong enough to quir
I wasn’t strong enough to quit on my own. I got involved in a 12th Step group with people that were sober. Those people helped me more than I can even explain.
Man I hear you. I didn’t want to stop either BUT it was as if my higher power showed me reasons why I NEEDED to. I could’ve been killed on the night I decided to go into detox because the desperation of wanting to use was stronger than my will to want to get clean. I thank my higher power for helping me.
Drugs a an alcohol are great till they aren’t
There nothing that is going on where a way out has not been provided
Get with the Ladies of a 12 step program try it it’s free
Maybe your situation isn’t helping
Check out Oxford houses or Clean and sober living spaces