Still fighting for my sobriety. I don’t miss the buzz really but I miss the first initial taste knowing I’ll ‘feel so called better’ yet hating myself! I was sober 7 months a MF threw it away… I’m so mad at myself! If God can forgive me then I can too I guess.
No guess about it. Of course he’ll forgive you. Hard part is you forgiving you. No guessing involved. Just move on. The past is past. Only today and the future sober matter.
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Thank you. I woke up to a stinky mood.
Stinky moods are common starting out.