Im grateful that I can still feel a piece of my overly optimistic and goofy self deep down inside me and there is a chance I might not end up a bitter old lonely maid. π€·π
Its those little pieces of ourselves that with self love can grow into who we've always been meant to be
Find your center of safe contentment, -a place, a time, or just thought that you can go to when the weight of the world starts to burn- go there and breath. Youβre not alone. We all walk the path together.
I heard this being alone thing is not that bad actually lol you don't have to be old and bitter and lonely sucks but but it's a lot better than getting miss treated every day I have faith the right person will find me one day I guess what I'm trying to say is stay focused and trust the process
You said some Important things, I just have a very strong opinion in that sometimes being alone to long in the name of growing as an individual human ..well is just to long and redundant and stagnant, and purposeless.
Yet, I agree with never settle and definitely get the big, big love you deserve.
I completely understand what you are saying I found to much self isolation actually made me have a lot of communication and anxiety issues in social situations so make sure you still talk to people before the most words you say to a person in a day is the cashier at the gas station lol but yes believe there's a big great love out there for every one stay positive look forward be nice the right vibe well come along or back to you and thank you I hope you're lonely gets better and the big love you deserve comes your way
Your post resonates with me. I remember slowly getting things back about myself as I gained more time in sobriety. Specifically, I remember singing in the shower and thinking, βI donβt remember the last time I enjoyed singing.β When I was drinking I denied myself joy. Not always intentionally. So good to get those things back that make you who you really are.