Struggling so bad today

Im struggling with 4 days clean coming off fental and meth. Trying to do it by my self with no meds .. And a broken heart . I had 14 yrs clean then relasped lost everything . Left a 10 year realationship.

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Don't give up, keep going, go to a meeting AA.R.N a you can go to him online or you can go to them in person

I relapsed on 15 April 2024 after 6 years off my DOC ( meth). I lost my wife, my animals and my home. I’m 5 months and 26 days clean today. I could not do this on my own. I need the experience, strength, and hope of others in the rooms of Recovery to help me get this far. It has not been easy. We are here for you

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I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling. I'm a recovering myth addict a few years now and now I'm trying to quit alcohol. I've been sober for 3 days. This is my fourth, and i'm feeling really good. I have faith in you. You can do this, go to a church or somewhere where you're around people and doing good things, maybe do some volunteer work

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Thanks everyone it helps ..

I'm going on 18 months free of alcohol my life is getting better but my family isn't seeing it wife wants divorce I've no were to go so here at it sucks being some were you feel so out place the point is so it for you go to meeting talk about it it really helps so hang in better days are coming you just have to really believe in your self

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I’m struggling today also
Woke up did some gratitude
Got in a meeting
Said the serenity payer
I am feeling alittle better
It works if you work it :pray:t2:

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I feel your pain it’s so hard at times don’t give up find what gives you strength and peace you can do this

Welcome

Can sleep hot and cold chills just feeling like the end is ok. But knowing it would hurt so many . I hate these feeling .

So today I went to the dr and got on some medication to help . I feel great full to have the people I do in my life . Finely got up and did some house work .

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I'm staying with my mom in a little town out side of Winnipeg Manitoba Canada so not to much to do here . Only 2 meeting a week here

Try getting on the vivitrol shot its the only thing that saved me!

Don't give up the mother fuckin struggle is real ..

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You got this . I have the same life is like a roller coaster sometimes when you go up you get stuck but you always make it back down

I actually hear really good things about that I really don't want to be on the medications I'm on now but I don't have a choice but if I have my choice I would just do it all by myself so you don't have to rely on another to come off of.

I guess we all have those down days but if you didn't have struggle you wouldn't have knowledge if that makes any sense

Anyone can talk, add us

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Saturday I'm going to one here. Haven't been online for 1 . Just looking at that ..

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I'm in AGREEMENT THAT YOUR DRINKING AND USING CAREER HAS BEEN RUINED AND RECOVERY HAS BECOME VERY PERSONAL FOR YOU. IF YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH TREATMENT COMMIT TO IT. IM IN AGREEMENT THAT YOU DON'T HAVE RELAPSE AS APART OF YOUR STORY

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