Struggling to get back on track

New here. Went through inpatient about 18 months ago. Things were going well. Was getting back into MTN sports. Then was hit from behind while snowboarding. My leg was broken badly. 2 surgeries. Had a bone graft about 2 months ago. Gunshy and depressed about getting out of bed and slowly back to work. Depressed yet restless. Urges are always on the back burner. Pretty shut down socially.
Missing the Phoenix. Healing slowly yet still can barely walk.

I’m so glad you are here. I am sorry you are going through such a difficult time. I appreciate you sharing your experience. I hope you continue to heal as best as possible. Have you heard of Advocate’s for recovery Colorado? They are a non 12 step recovery organization. They offer online meetings as well as in person. Maybe they could help you? On Mondays and Fridays at 6:30 pm on zoom. Gentle hugs to you.

Thanks. I will look into that meeting. I have heard of them through rehab.

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Daaang! That looks so painful. The phoenix has some virtual groups as well. I know that's not always as satisfying as physical activities but could be an option to connect. I like the music and art groups.