I am struggling little to stay off drugs i do good to staying clean and off them then i go relasp and i am disgusted with my self and my poor choices i am a strong lady but some area's a need little more of a boost to help me !
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Can you get into a residential treatment facility? That could help you gain some tools and coping skills. Also going to meetings every day and getting a sponsor. You can do this!
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Yes i can surely get the treatment thru my mental health case workers thats thru my hospital i just had surgery on foot got metal pin rod thru it waiting to get it pulled out on 29th few more days been on bedrest for 2 months in the meantime i had peer pressure i live in a infested apartment building thats full of drugs and dealers but i am working on staying strong to stay away from them i am confined to a powerchair dieing with lung disease also and on 3 machines and loads of medications my situation is complicated but i am gonna get more help and thanks for ur support and reply i woke up and saw ur reply it made my day so nuch brighter god bless sweetie i am a fighter and a survivor suffered alot in life and i can beat this i gave up cigarettes booze i surely can give up this nasty drug its been on and off for years now i do not have friends or family and the state i live in is very bad to things are out of control i am a loner to and been off booze and cigarettes since 2016 this nasty drug been on and off for few years now i will beat this i got this and can do this just was needing moral support on here to and happy Thanksgiving to u and all ur family and friends
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I will be thinking of you and sending you good energy. and I wish you a wonderful thanksgiving!
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Thank you so much that made my day and i am back on recovery was good doing one month then relasped i surely feel disgusted with my self but i am on day 7th starting over and doing things differently in my apartment building i had altercations with management and a tenant tenant on my floor and told managements i got signs on my powerchair to stay away do not look talk or come near me that i want everyone here to leave me alone i do live in a bad place and can't move at this time i just moved here to my walking is limited to and can't walk long or far even on oxygen i have no blood flow to my lungs this is wat makes it harder my life span is shorter to i got god and everyone on here and ny hospital with all the care love and support thank you so much big hugs 🫂 to 
and my prayers to u has well
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S.L.I.P = Sobriety Losing Its Priority. When I finally made my sobriety the #1 priority over finance, romance & even family, then everything and I mean everything got simpler & easier, including staying clean. 20+ years of relapsing and now 14+ of grateful sobriety.
You decide!
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I thank you for ur advice and i do have my priorities right and right decisions i am dealing with life threatening health so there for it draws me to do the unthinkable when i use this nasty drug for many years to help relieve pain and the up bringing i delt with has a baby til now i am a strong lady and a fighter and a survivor and i can conquer anything i want i gave up booze cigarettes Marijuana i just had one drug that has been a challenge off and on for many years i do take my life and health seriously and i am and will beat this addiction and i got counseling and treatment centers thru my hospital and i am going in i just had another surgery so i am waiting to get well before going into treatment i use a powerchair and 3 life support machines lungs are shutting down and had millions of surgeries for many things my walking is limited cuz of lungs and can't do stairs or hills i will be cured and will heal for good i got this will do this gonna do this and want to do this i delt with lots of serious things since a baby til now i will be ok and get better i am also staying away from the druggies and dealers in my apartment building i live in a bad area and environment. And can not move at this time due to other serious things and i just moved here on many programs to help with bills and rent its hard finding a place that takes my program and lots of places are full long story of my situation but thank you for ur your feedback it been helpful god bless happy Thanksgiving to u and family and friends