I'm finding it hard to be grateful today. I have so many resentments coming to the surface. The weird part is that after 2 years I'm having resentments towards AA and other support groups. I've just had some bad experiences.
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I still struggle with resentments and I have to check myself otherwise they become all I think about. I've been going to therapy every week for 7 + years. That helps me have a safe place to talk about those things and guidance from my therapist about how to cope. AA is different everywhere you go, even in the same city, or different days. Keep reaching out. It's good to have you here.
Oh Debbie, I know exactly how you feel! I’ve been there. What I’ve learned the hard way is that my addiction/ego wants me back!!! It will find ways to make me feel irritable, discontent, impatient, sad, homicidal, suicidal etc etc. Once I acknowledge that it’s simply my addict/ego, i can elevate my consciousness and look for positive things to change my perspective.
It’s actually up to me to choose my thoughts, feelings and actions.
17 years of grateful sobriety and here to serve. Service is always a blessing 