Today was a very hard day and I found myself wanting to go back to my hometown so that I could get high and numb all of my feelings away. I was not okay in my mentals. In that moment, I did not want to feel anything at all. I couldn't handle the overwhelming feeling that I was feeling. I am just glad that I have some that that is very special to me, that I can talk to in instances like that. Who gives me the absolute best advice. I am very grateful that I did not go out and try to find drugs to help me become numb. Instead I sat here and felt every feeling as I talked about it, to make my urges disappear. I can proudly say that I did indeed stay sober and made it to day 202.
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Outstanding job! Keep doing the next right thing.
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Brianna, awesome job! You are an inspiration.
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Thank you.
Thank you that truly means alot.
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You did what you are supposed to do reaching out to others. Great job.
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thank you