It’s so difficult for me to sit through all the hours of PHP. I understand I need to be here and it’s helpful, it just brings me back to school which I hated. Concentrating is remarkably challenging for me. 
What is PHP? If I may ask
Partial Hospitalization Program. I love the one I’m in.
Ok, got it! What I hated about high school was the other kids! No one wanted to be there and it was so disruptive and annoying that I never went. But I loved college because every one there wanted to be there and if you didn’t , they just kicked you out. I know your situation is different so that was basically pointless, lol… but when I was in rehab I felt the same as you but I just told myself that as long as I had to be there I was going to try to get the most out of it and have the most tools in my bag I could get to help me when I got out! So I did everything I was supposed to and tried to absorb as much knowledge as I could! Anyway I’ve rambled enough, hang in there and try an get as much out of it as you can! Best wishes! 

