I have no life a liar for a wife and a piece of **** father all i no is pain and all i want is death its as bad as it sound struggling bad got no excuses just meessed up choices and no where to go to get sober caught up in my own self reflection of wanting to be a sober man but cant make the first step
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You can make a change. Your biggest opp is yourself. Don't worry about what others do to you just worry about what you're doing to yourself. It's going to be tough getting back on your feet because you have to isolate yourself from people who are drinking, romantic interests, and places that come with drinking. You can go back and revisit them later when you're stronger but now you have to work on your mindset. You have to build a mind so disciplined that not even stress can break you back into your old ways. When I first quit it was hard. Your mind wanders back to drinking every time. Every time you pass the liquor store. Every time someone is drinking next to you. Every time, but these are challenges you need to pass everyday for your mind to be stronger. You can do it Vince! Believe in yourself
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Vince, I had to surrender to the AA program and go to meetings every morning and night. I got sponsored, did the 12 steps to the very best of my ability multiple times.
Everything got way easier and better.
The longer I waited the longer I suffered! I wish I’d surrendered sooner, but so happy and grateful that I finally did.
I’m here if you have any questions
I’m right there with you. Just uploaded the App again…I am really having a hard time getting sober again myself for the 3rd time. I’ve had some very dark thoughts but stay please. I have to get myself back together. Feel so unhealthy mentally and physically. You’re not alone. We’re all struggling here and it’s the healthiest place to be bc I understand how you feel. My husband is an alcoholic as well with no interest in changing. 26 years together. It’s really hard but it’s possible and I’m to the point that it’s time again.
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