I have no life a liar for a wife and a piece of **** father all i no is pain and all i want is death its as bad as it sound struggling bad got no excuses just meessed up choices and no where to go to get sober caught up in my own self reflection of wanting to be a sober man but cant make the first step
You can make a change. Your biggest opp is yourself. Don't worry about what others do to you just worry about what you're doing to yourself. It's going to be tough getting back on your feet because you have to isolate yourself from people who are drinking, romantic interests, and places that come with drinking. You can go back and revisit them later when you're stronger but now you have to work on your mindset. You have to build a mind so disciplined that not even stress can break you back into your old ways. When I first quit it was hard. Your mind wanders back to drinking every time. Every time you pass the liquor store. Every time someone is drinking next to you. Every time, but these are challenges you need to pass everyday for your mind to be stronger. You can do it Vince! Believe in yourself