Struggling with my inner dialogue. I know the situation im in is my fault. Just rrying to right my wrongs that i did to eveyrone else at rhe same time trying to right the wrongs i did to myself.
Its about finding forgiveness for you first and then moving on from there
It took me about 2yrs to appreciate what i saw in the mirror
You got this man!!
Forgive yourself first. Once you are healed from yourself, then yomake amends with those around you. 1 day and step at a time. You got this.
It's a process there are down times and there will be ups.have faith your worst day sober is better then your best using
Thank you for your transparency, This is an honesty program, my friend, Shame and fear are tools of our addictions. One gift I received in this program was everyone else's sobriety, many days when I couldn't believe in myself, or even this program, I knew there is not one who's better than anyone else, thereby allowing me to allow myself to forgive ...
We don't get to where we r in recovery over nite, it's not going to change overnight. We work on progress, not perfection!
Show yourself a little compassion, friend!
We've all been where your at at some point. You made it this far and should be proud of yourself.Keep up the good work it gets easier and you will forgive yourself be patient.