Struggling

Struggling Help
#1

Thiscmonth has been one of the worst months this year. I lost 2 close frinds to wuicide within 2 weeks. I have so many regrets and so many unsaid words. Its hard tocwrap my head around it. Im trying to stay sober with everything in me

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#2

Sorry about your friends. I've had 10 close friends die from OD or suicide since high school. I had to do what was best for my sobriety and say goodbye and move on. They chose their path, I realized I had no say in the matter.

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#3

Sorry for your losses. Losing loved ones can be stressful in this journey. Many thoughts, emotions and sometimes regret may come in waves. In your time of need, continue reaching out as you have plenty of support in this community. Your struggle today is giving you strength for tomorrow​:muscle::pray:

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#4

You've got this stay strong and call someone or share like your doing but You've got this

#5

Callie, crazy stuff! I’m sorry you are having a hard time.
I’ve lost too many friends to drugs & alcohol or self harm.
For some reason we are still here. We have the sober community to lean in to and service to do.
I’m here if you want to talk

#6

I lost my son to suicide so I get it...regrets, guilt, blame....mad at GOD...all of it...but I finally had to let go of all that because I will never have the answer to why him...why me...until the day I see GOD face to face will I know the answers. It's been 9 yrs so it's taken along time to come to this point in my life...sobriety...peace....hope....forgiveness...I trust GOD....and he's given me a second chance...I know my son will be waiting for me in heaven and he will be proud that I didn't completely waste my life ...I got up and got stronger because of what I went through....I struggled ...mad cuz I woke up every day...every day for a long long time...no more...I'm a work in progress...have a long way to go...but with the help of NA /AA...my daughters and the GRACE of GOD...I'm back on my feet and fighting for a better life ...a sober one...and it's been an amazing journey....I hope this helps you...love yourself because you are so worth it!