Struggling

Third day with no alcohol. I have got to keep it going this time. I can feel my health getting worse. Alcohol has never done anything good for me yet i still find myself wanting it and that’s the part that makes addiction so fucked up for me

That’s what makes it messed up for all of us. Get to a meeting/program/something to help. This is a we thing, not an I thing. Sobriety is much easier with fellowship and help. The words of wisdom from my sponsor the first week was “don’t pick up, don’t be a d!ck” so I am passing that on to you. You got this bud!