Can’t stop using and I don’t have many people in my life I can open up to. I just keep messing up and disappointing everyone I know.
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I’m here if you need to talk !!!!
I completely understand this, honestly it took me almost a year even more to stop, I’d go 4 days and have my methadone then something would happen and my emotions got ahold of me but I started keeping a journal cause after I would do something I hated myself I needed to remember how crappy I felt messing up and just trying to make small changes and really just figure out what your triggers are, like my ex was trying to get me back(again) I moved out it’s always the same bull but he started calling me a couple days ago with his whole I’m gonna change speech and I could feel myself wanting to do something and know I need to just cut him off but you’ll get to that point where you want it more than anything, you got this 
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Check yourself into a behavioral hospital. Then go from there, they have good resources and guide lines to help people in your case.
If you need a listening ear or a friend to talk to I'm here.
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Friend requested you hun
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If you keep trying, your not messing up ok,
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Go to a meeting and identify as new. Find a sponsor. Work the steps. Save your life. We’re dropping like flies out there.
Thank you
I was in the rooms for years and it’s definitely not my thing. I’m looking for some sort of alternative
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How can we help? What kind of support do you need?
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I just need people to chat with who are non judgmental or pushy if that makes sense. I need more of a support system than I currently have
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Thank you so much. This helped me a lot!
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If u need a non judgement friend I’m here. 
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If you want to talk to a professional for free, call the crisis hotline. Using is a crisis because it may lead to overdose or death. You’ll feel better after you talk to them.
Friend requested you!
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It ain’t easy … u have every single one of us here , always feel free to reach out ….
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It’s hard , it’s a disease that will make us go insane . One day at a time , if you ever need someone to talk to my inbox is always open love . You got this 
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Thank you lovely!! I appreciate it
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Hi, Cameron.
How is your day going?
I can relate in regards to the rooms not being for everyone…I have nothing against meetings…some have helped while other tools and resources seem to have made more of a sustainable impact for me.
I am personally sick of being like the only frickin Asian - American at every d - m n meeting I have attended.
Maybe more people from more diverse backgrounds would attend AA meetings if there was not an assumption that a specific religion is often quoted, used prayer wise.
Typing out loud.
A goal of mine is to start a group for women like M E…from a different cultural background and religion.
AA in my area is primarily older, white men…this has been my experience…so I looked and continue to seek alternatives.
Rooting for you, Cameron!
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