Stuck in a pattern of self sabotage/destruction..again.
This isn’t working. At all. I need to stop and breathe..heal..be in peace and calm.
I don’t know what to do.
I can’t do another rehab.
So burnt out.
Wish I could just stop being honestly.
Oh well.
Can’t do that.
Just have to be still.
Sleep.
Rest.
The truth will
Come.
The peace of mind and sobriety ei
Come.