I have been really going through it with my sobriety. I feel depressed, hopeless and tired. Most days I am nervous to share in group. I feel like I am showing up and taking what I need. But also feel like I’m going crazy. I have been sober for 113 days. That’s amazing. That’s a miracle. I know it is. It’s also 113 days with my RAW feelings, with my Raw resentments. I’m angry, I’m depressed I’m sad I’m just this ball of emotions. I feel really alone, I’ve lost friends to sobriety. I isolated a lot after that and now I’m going through a break-up. I just wanted to be honest on here. It’s one day at a time. But the days are feeling longer.
