So I go online these dating sites and as soon as they hear I'm an alcoholic they cut me out and that's it or they hear I'm on disability cause I was in a car accident and hurt I'm screwed this is really hard to not want a drink when my life is so messed up I mean do I not need to feel wanted or need love companionship something I help people out find resources and a place to live all day everyday but because life dealt me this disease or something I'm just unwanted screw this I want a drink. But I won't do it cause I never want to go backwards and go through that all again I know where it leads
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I’m sorry to hear that Jac. Don’t give up keep searching. I pray that you find what you need and who God has in store for you. 
Sucky life was when we were active drunks and users! It will get better Jac hang in there bud
Recovery alcoholic has a nice ring to it though. A lot of women like a guy that doesn't drink. No need to rush it keep going. One day at a time becoming a better version of yourself so when you do meet a nice woman you are ready.
Just tell them you don't drink alcohol. You don't have to justify that.
Sorry to hear that. Give it all to God