As long as I can remember I have taken a ton of meds for my mental health. It takes a lot for me to take them. But when I do get into a routine then I'm good. I take them like I'm supposed to, I got to my appts. I feel good about myself.
When my depression gets low I just don't care about anything. I stop taking my meds and I pick up again. Then I'm off into my drug addiction and mental health cycle. It's like it's never-ending. When that cycle starts it's so hard to find myself again.
I'm so tired of fighting with my 
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Now that I'm getting my life back on track it's time to start looking for a Doctor and work on getting my meds right again. It's been far too long to be without them.