Alright so let me just start off by saying hello! I’m new to this app and looking forward to expanding my network! I always seem to take life for granted. The things right in front of me just don’t seem to matter, but the things of the past and things that haven’t even happened for the future are the weights that are carried on my back. Those are the things right in front of my face daily, hourly, minutely and I’m sick and tired of my thinking. There are times, yes, where I’m all positive and yada yada yada but most of the time I’m pessimistic and grieving everything in my life that has gone wrong and worrying about things that haven’t even happened. That, I think, is a sign that letting go of control is still an issue for me. There’s acknowledgment and then there is acceptance. Acceptance hasn’t seemed to be in my corner but I really think I need to try harder and to stop being so stubborn. Sobriety is great.. but it’s also really scary to me! I need some like-minded people in my corner!
