Evening my friends!!Taking this only one day at a time so I don't feel overwhelmed like I have in the past. I have experienced since Christmas EiGHT 8 major events. Before just any ; it was a justifiable self-defeating using; that i partook in. I am getting stronger to my surprise because I did not use going through the pain and grief. A couple of years ago my husband past and 10 days later my sister passed on Christmas Day, this year two of my extremely close friends passed away, I found out that my daughter gave birth to a beautiful little girl all the way back in 2023. My Gary my cat died 2yrs.old w feline leukemia And the last one yesterday was purely sent by the devil to trip my tail , so to speak! My ex fiance called me desperate for help and I was played. After 2 years he decided to call me after being married for that time yes, real drama. But I could tell that he had gone back to smoking meth. He lied to me that his wife burned down their house the shelter was full and he was homeless and if I could help him out. Important fact, I did not sleep with him thank God and I did get closure. You come back devil if you want to try again; because I told you once you son of a gun, I'm the best that's ever been (Charlie Daniels). Stronger I still feel free and it's so nice to be in the Winner's Circle and grow up ps. Rest in peace my gorgeous Gary
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Very enlightening.. I didn't know whether to cry or be joyful, maybe both. I too have had some loss. My baby sister passed away in July. I was heart broken. My peeps could tell I was wounded and offered me unconditional support. I felt blessed and loved. The program is without a doubt the best thing that has ever happened for me.
We can do this together, thank you for sharing.