Tbh i just wish i was high af

Struggling Help
#1

tbh i just wish i was high af rn

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#2

Sometimes, voicing the craving takes away some of the power. That’s what I’ve found, anyway! You’re being honest with yourself & that’s no small feat. Keep up the great work, girl!

#3

I wouldn't trade my best day fucked up for my worst day sober

#4

i would lol

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#6

i get that. just when i’m high there’s no drama i just relax and finally can sleep as i have terrible insomnia. i miss the routine. i’m bored.

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#8

i feel you so hard. i need fresh air. not having a real living situation sucks

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#10

I’d like a day off from reality too. But I know (now) that it’ll be right there waiting for me when I come to. And I’ll feel like cr@p physically. And I’ll feel guilt and shame. I’ll have let myself and those who love me down. For what?
A fleeting feeling of chemically induced serenity. It’s not worth it for me. I know the ensuing misery and pain I would cause my family would be far worse than I’m feeling right now.
But I also hear ppl say their worst day sober is better than their best day using, and I’m going to have to disagree. I had some amazing experiences along the way back when it was all working for me. But it stopped working, and I can’t ever get back to the way it was in the beginning. It doesn’t work that way.