Terrible 
angry at everything- everyone right now! Feeling aloneā:neutral_face:
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Hello fellow Mil town peep! I have been in that type of mood before. How long have you been sober? The feelings will pass. You can get through it. Reach out if you need to chat! I friended you.
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Sorry you are struggling. I promise you are not alone.
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Oh boy do I remember feeling like that. Those feelings did fade. Especially when I stopped trying to do it all by myself. I can only speak for myself, but joining a fellowship of alcoholics provided me a connection that I had never felt. I was no longer alone. People understood the feelings I was having. Feelings I honestly believed that nobody on earth felt besides me.
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You are not alone, hang in there.
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I feel the same...it's almost like I miss trouble
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That still happens to me at 21 months sober. I get angry about what happened and especially at myself that I did this considering I watched my brother die at 33 the color of a lemon from alcoholism. But crazy fact I get angry and jealous that I canāt drink like a ānormalā person. I have distanced myself from family because they too are alcoholics and also because they stopped talking to me since I am in recovery. Just keep fighting it will be worth it. I was useless now I am back to being highly functional again. One Day At A Time. Only way I can do this journey stay strong. Only choice at the end is dead and believe me you donāt want that, very painful and hard on your love ones. 
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CarrieAnn! Youāre not alone my friend. Itās okay to be angry. Feel what this feels likeā¦ lean into this feelings of loneliness. I was there where you are now in early recovery. Just a big ball of negative energy and mad at the world for my actions.
Why are you angry? What is it your not getting? I find that I would get mad or fearful if I didnāt get what I wantedā¦
Share your strugglesā¦ we are only as sick as our secretsā¦
Iāll pray for your healing.
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