That I have drugs at home to go back to

Daily Gratitude
#1

That I have drugs at home to go back to. Because f*** feeling like this.

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#2

Sitting with difficult feelings is not easy. Wishing you some healing supports wherever you are.

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#3

My health and sobriety

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#4

Using again is a temporary fix. Those emotions, feelings, and physical symptoms will still be there waiting for you when the high is done. That’s addiction to the core. That’s how the drugs trap you into continuously using, until one day it destroys your life completely. Instead of using, go to a meeting. Call a sponsor or close friend who is sober. I truly hope you find the peace you deserve.

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#5

Hope you are well.

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#6

Play the tape through before hand.

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#7

Update , I am 74 days (2 months and 13 days) clean today! Beyond happy to not feel like this anymore , and nothing makes me want to use again. I appreciate the ones who took their time to comment, I have not ever been so alone in my life & knowing someone cares means the world to me right now. Thank you.

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#8

Oh shoot I didn’t realize it was an older post, sorry. I’m so happy for you!! Early sobriety sucks but the reward is big and I can encourage you that it gets even better from where you are now. You are worthy of a great sober life, I hope you keep going.

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#9

Congratulations on 2 and a half months Megan that's a BIG DEAL!!! I NEVER thought I could get clean or b this happy doing it giving back would b a great next step it's done wonder's for me, after reading ur post just now then ur reason post warmed my heart and is an inspiration to us all good job...

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