Okay so I have all these tools, I have the knowledge but I don’t have the want, accountability, or self discipline to commit to quitting. This month I hit 5 days clean and then 3 days, and it’s gotten back to using every few hours. The only thing in the way is me. What am I not understanding about needing to get sober.
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To be honest with you.. needing has nothing to do with it. This is something you truly have to want.
One has to hit bottom to the point of enough is enough “I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired.”
At that point you make a decision to surrender to win. Being that everyones bottom is different only you can determine what that bottom is.. not me or anyone else.
Remember it all starts with a desire that’s it.. which kind of sounds like you have.
I wish you the best 
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“make a decision to surrender, to win” that struck a cord in me, I haven’t seen it that way. Thank you.
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Thank you Mouse.. thank you for giving me an opportunity to participate in my recovery.
I truly wish you the best
Message me anytime..
There’s also plenty of others on this app that have experience strength and to share with you.
The chains that bind us together are much stronger than those that tare us apart.
“Together we can” 
It takes action.going to meetings.getting help and meet people and friends. Aa. Org. 90 meetings in 90 days.