the drunken manager of the venue i was playing at tonight, handed me this note during the middle of my show. then he proceeded to dance (well) on a nearby table lol. tonight was an adventure, but i felt completely secure. in fact more secure than i have felt in a very long time on stage. funny how anxiety goes away when you’re in the right path isn’t it… 
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Lol would love to see pics of the rest of the story 
Temptation stays away from me, as being not a worthy opponent. Insofar as I hate pro sports, don’t care to be around beer& hotdogs anymore, I quit a PT stadium job …
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i don’t blame you Kevin. if i had any other choice in the matter, i would leave music. some things cannot be altered without consequence, so as opposed to fighting myself i’ve decided to fight my addiction. every time i play i am triggered. i like to think of it as exposure therapy. i get stronger and stronger. one day temptation will also not be a worthy adversary to face me. that is my golden day. for now, it is no match for my presence, so that is the armor i will use to fend off that energy from my psyche. sorry went down a rabbit hole for a second there 
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Oh oops I meant myself not a worthy opponent, for example against cigarettes, yet there I triumphed at last heh heh.