The holidays are here and being sober scares me I am so nervous about being myself
The longer your sober the better you will feel about yourself. Stay strong 
Holidays Birthdays Events Weddings can be triggers. You have to make that decision to say NO. You are worth every bit of your sobriety. Your life has to change, surround yourself with positive people go to meetings in such times. There’s are events like Christmas and New Years. Sober events . Sometimes we just need to have an exit plan one that works for you. Just in case you start feeling uncomfortable good luck. Stay strong you got this😊