When a relationship is new and fresh, we call it the honeymoon stage where you’re so obsessed with your new partner. You’re excited to see them, to be around them, etc. etc. Once the dust settles, you still appreciate your person but all that excitement slowly fades.
That’s how I’m feeling with my sobriety. The anticipation of wanting to make it a full month gave me this rush! And now everyday since as my sober streak increases it just feels like another day.
Hear me out, I have no desire to want to drink but I’ve also lost that rush of being excited to hit new milestones. Anyone else had this feeling?