Honestly I havnt been greatful for anythingng in a while now. I out all my money, everything i had, into an incestment that looks like to be anscam now. I have nothing left. I have noone. I'm alone broke and completely missedable. I have an anxiety condition, that i am medicated for, and this is doing a huge tole on me both physically and mentally. I cant eat, sleep, or have any motivation. Im dead in the water. I'm completely amazed I haven't drank and be found past out in a ditch somewhere.
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I'm sorry to hear that. I have a lot on my plate. Medical issues that are crippling me and my finances. Don't know how much longer I can work and how I will survive.
But there are still things to be grateful for. Dig deeper and you'll find them. Hang in there.
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Thanks buddy. I've been trying that for a good while now and nope. There's nothing. Sorry to disappoint.
I'm sorry for your struggles though. That is very horrible as well. I pray that you'll be able to recover.
Hey man, sorry to hear about this and I'm glad you didn't drink at least. One baby step at a time, maybe a shower and try to eat something small? I hope this turns around for you.
Thanks but I don't see how it could ever be possible.
Tomorrow is a new day 
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the fact that you’re still showing up and haven’t picked up a drink says more about your strength than anything. You’re not invisible here. Here to help
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A new and worsening day that I don't want to come.
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Thanks but I've lost everything. They took all of my money. For a brief moment I had a chance at a decent life. Now I have nothing. I'm only on this planet to suffer. No one has a clue how much they took from me.
Hate the feeling of the world being against ya and your back is on the wall. Not sure where u are located but now more than ever is the time to find the closest aa meeting and surround yourself with people who can relate and support. Believe it or not, you are not alone brohammer
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Thanks but I go to outpatient classes 3 days a week. I don't need AA. Besides I don't want to talk about it in a group. It's none of their business.
I’m in IOP as well. Maybe they differ but we are required to do 2 aa meetings a week on top of the M W F 3hrs a day classes with them. If I could I’d ditch IOP and stick with my AA group but doing what we gotta do to stay sober and keep the judge off my back.
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I did a 90 day inpatient program, followed by IOP, and now continuing with regular OP. Luckily for me I'm not doing it for a judge. I just did it and am continuing because I wanted to. Lately though I'll admit I don't care much for this world anymore.