I want to wish all parents that care for givers naturally ; mothers , a happy late mother's day. 2026. Let me tell you something about myself. I surpassed my expectations to completely destroy everything good in my life. I wanted to use again yesterday , so so bad. A ":yet "" for some of you, I hope after i share it will be none of you !!!! IS TO LOSE YOUR CHILDREN . I lost my beautiful children 11 years ago. 2014 almost died my kidneys three percent only. Icu 5 days. So why on earth would I want to use crack, vodka 
heroin ? Thank you Lord i have a good church. So the wolves / walls closing in on me , i'm glad I went. 
i have seven months in twenty five days from ANY mind altering chemicals in my system.\nTrust me, it's not that easy.\nOne day at a time. Addicts are extremely selfish people aren't we ? To make a long story short, 
i ate a 
chocolate bar & drank a 7up full of sugar. You see , I have a diabetic insulin dependent. No, I didn't want a death wish.I just wanted to get through the day!!! So I have been sick in bed.\nThrew the other candy , bar in the trash i gave my girlfriend next door the liter of soda. I'm in the middle stages of cirrhosis of my liver as well. I lied too many times that I had gotten cleaned up. My kids are now in their middle 30's . I lost their younger sister at age 10 to the system CPS. In 2012. They will never read this , but I would love them to know how much .Mommie misses them 
. If I could take it all back\n I probably wouldn't because I was in such denial that I had AF g problem !! You know, everyone else was the problem ?! 
everybody in houston i'm in South Carolina.\n And to try really hard\n Well, last time to be able to see you. You see how I know this for a fact , pay attention here. God had blessed 3 times over 
and still today , I would die for them. Let you see , he gave them to me to 
protect.\nAnd advice them, teach as well. 14 years, I did just that. They're so-called dad.\nDivorced me for another Lori !!!]( i love to say that) am I bitter that she is the only maternal grandmother that they know ??? Yes. Word... I had to tell you the whole story.I never done before. I fell back into the abyss and a nervous breakdown. 
i did not use on Mother's Day. Any drugs but hurt my poor body w sugar. 
my boyfriend, Al of whom I met on this app.he is always wonderful to me.strength. He told me last night "" welcome.To no matter what it takes club"". We are never alone. I Pray for them daily. AMEN
