Between stress and restless nights, sobriety has been hard to keep. Ontop of being homeless and all my mama baby just had 8 surviving pups from her litter on the 19th and it adds a whole nother level of stress. I always put my babies first but its makes things alot more stressful while waiting and getting 8 more babies ready for their time to find good homes. Keeping warm and fed for my family is stressful enough and overwhelming to a point that its so hard not to relapse. Because not caring and being numb is better than the overwhelming stress. But we rise and we fight
