The roller coaster

Good morning all! I’ve just been through these really Low low’s and High high’s. Still working my recovery when I’m given the chance and open up my big book on breaks at work (carry it everywhere I go in my back pack). If there’s anything I’ve realized is how strong the praying out loud part is for me. Ya know when you get those random little answers when your asking your higher power? Shoots me right back up; especially when I get into an argument with my spouse, or another hard to swallow factor comes along and changes things for the worse as I’m still awaiting my court date.. Soooo many things I’m having to try and work on within myself that I’m truly surprised when I catch myself behaving in my normal ways. Anyone have any readings or anything that helped you in this part of your recovery journey? Specifically when it comes to gaining and understanding new goals I wish/ need to create; as the work in that will help me generate new hope for myself and become more visible in my recovery with the way I’ll think and feel.. Please and thank you! Have a great day!

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