Well, I didn't want to spend NYE alone at home so I picked up these goodies (my favorites) and headed over to a friend's house for a party.
But as the night progressed and everyone there was drinking, I just felt less and less comfortable in my skin. So, I ducked out early saying that I was going to see a girl to get my NYE kiss (that was a lie).
And now here I am home alone at 730 and caffeinated, which I don't necessarily want to be because I would like to go sleep in a couple hours. Ugh, having a social life while maintaining sobriety is so difficult for me! It's frustrating.
I don't know how people continue to hang out and be around the party atmosphere while being sober. It just doesn't work for me at all. And making actual live in-person sober friends where I live has proven futile. So, for me personally... Sobriety has always = loneliness.
