Sense I was Unwillingly. drugged twice I am now dealing with the facts that I could have avoided this situation as much as I can by saying the words no but I guess I didn’t act to fast yes I do beat my self up over this! Any advice
Okay, someone drugging you is not your fault. And whomever did that is not your friend.
Stop beating yourself up, now that you know better do better, reach out before acting out
Thank You for this everyone has been saying this exact same thing
Well it was the fact that i was drugged twice by two people that knew each other this was not consensual 
Kick that " Friend " to the curb.
Those aren’t friends.
You know what to do.
Oh he’s been
Good
Shitt! Story, question is did you know these people well. Did you know they possibly did drugs. Regardless thas bs what they did. I'm only asking cause sometimes we put are selfs in bad situations. Hope I don't get flack for this. I know If I go to bar, I'm probably not coming out the same. I get you need help. That's why I'm asking more of the story.
You can listen to ppl all day long day the obvious which you’ve already knew was coming but truth be told, it’s very easy for them to tell u things that they would do in ur situation but they’re obviously not in your shoes and there is obviously reasons behind why you are struggling with being around some friends of yours. You are at a crossroads of conflicting roads and they’re obviously some deeper feelings you need to focus on and figure out where you are headed
I did not know that these people did drugs I was invited to hang out next thing I know I’m out and shot up with drugs that’s what I’m told then sent home with “ cookies”
You found a weakness in your program.beating yourself up won't help you move forward to implement new changes.self forgiveness its needed if you want to move forward
Jacob. Move past it. Next time don't go hang with people you truly don't know. An addict or alcoholic, should always be cautious of hangouts ect. Not knocking you. I hope you can stay sober and make better choices.
I appreciate and support your honesty and openness in sharing your experience.
Your absolutely right. There's more to the story. To help him we need all the info. Not being hard, just asking full story so we can actually help and not say don't do it again.
Ok I did not know these two people I was outside having a cigarette next thing I know I’m in a car given cookies wish I should have known not to take them…. I was not sure what was in them next thing I know I wake up in a hotel next to a guy and a girl shut up with a meth Same thing happened at the other place. The guy shows up from the hotel and I requested to go home same exact situation happened at this person‘s house with the guys showing up.  i’m easily a victim.  but I know I can say no
I do appreciate all of your support and feedback and how you all deal with your recovery