So today was bad. Real bad. Didn’t drink, but I have definitely gotten to the point where it’s time to go back to therapy.
I haven’t been in about a year and a half. But I think I’m ready.
First, I have to get my CA license, and then figure out the process for Medical 
That’s good you recognize that you need some therapy. Stay strong and it’ll work itself out 
I did the online therapy thing. It costs quite a bit but was worth it to me. I liked it cuz I could choose the time to meet for a session. I went with early morning as that’s when my head is most clear
You got through it. You're getting stronger! Each day you get through difficulties you are growing. I am happy for you! Just keep your head up, the days stack up before you know it.