Hey Brad! Great post! I’m love many things about AA. I think you said it best when you said it was a great and useful tool. I enjoy most of the meetings, most of the people, and most of the program. Like many, I get caught up in the religious undertone of the program, and the powerlessness concept. However, if you delve more deeply into the Big Book, 12 and 12, and other AA literature, you will find so much freedom to work the program in a way that fits your individual belief system. The fellowship of AA has opened up a completely new life for me. I have made some great friends. I get more out of a good meeting, than I get from 5 or 10 individual therapy sessions.
In order to advance my spiritual growth and overall mental health, I do incorporate many other tools outside of AA. AA does recognize and recommend to seek out other modes of help. I just need to focus less on the God words (Father, Him, Lord) that remind me of my old interpretation of God. I hear those words and it triggers a bad feeling. I try and focus instead on all the instances in the AA literature that talk about a higher power of my own understanding. Basically, anything other than my ego that has helped destroy my life.